Sometimes I forget what it means to be human. This morning I needed to remind myself that I am indeed, human. To me, being human means you make decisions, you make mistakes, and you have the ability to change yourself, how you think, and even change the world. I give into my animal instincts often, and often I feel guilt and regret, though I may not show it. I am aware that I need to focus more on my own humanity and the connection between my persona and my body. My thoughts, emotions, and feelings are a powerful puzzle that have exhausted me as I attempted to control them and pushed to understand “why”. I am in need of an emotional detox.
That being said, it truly is exciting and freeing to finally make that decision to begin turning my focus inward, self-reflecting through the haze, accepting who I am, and enjoying the state of “being”.